Helena of the Lake

  Why is fear easier than faith? Why is gaining weight easier than losing weight? I have so many 'why' questions. "Don't believe what you think" Have you heard that one? I used to get annoyed when I saw that quote, but recently I realized that there's some truth in those words. The things we come up with in our heads can be so destructive and negative and just wrong. Uncertainty, fear, doubt, it takes over and you panic and think the worst. Be careful what you think! Another old chestnut, but also so true. Don't give in to those dark thoughts. don't give in to negativity, just don't! Nothing is ever as bad as you think it's going to be, right? You are not in control, God is. Repeat those words over and over until you believe them and rid yourself of those negative thoughts. Ditch the fear, have faith! Until next time, believers!

How strange and yet so familiar. Being back in my own country for the first time in nearly seven years is wonderful. I don't have to worry that I won't be understood. My country, my language, my people. I've forgotten how friendly and helpful my people can be. Driving into the city and seeing our famous mountain, the ocean, the beautiful views just made me smile. There is something very comforting about the familiar and yet I've come back to some new challenges. Another new beginning awaits and I'm excited and nervous at the same time. Can I start over again? Is there a place for me here? What is God's plan for my life? Can I contribute, make a difference? I truly hope so! I'll keep you posted!